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  • A change is coming

    I don't know what it is or when will it happen. It might be big, or so small that I would hardly feel it,
    but right now I feel that it's coming.
    I feel it in my stomach, in my chest and it exits me.
    One of the great things about it is that I can tell all of you. Even though most of you are far away from me you can know what I feel and maybe those words will make you feel as well. Most of you don't know me but know my songs and heare them. By that you meet a pice of me. That moves me.

    I thank god for giving me the present of singing and for sending me a wonderful musician to create with (that is Boris of course).
    I thank all of you for listening and reading - I find it amazing to connect with you.
    I'll be sure to update about that change when it'll happen.

    Love 
    Roni
    9:08 AM
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        1 month ago
      • Balakrishna Rao

         reply lol even u dont like

        5 months ago
      • Balakrishna Rao

        great..r u on yahoo?

        6 months ago
      • Eve s apples Collections

        HELLO!! MY NAME IS EVE´S APPLES COLLETIONS. SORRY NO SPEAR ENGLISH

        2 years ago

  • Starting the new year late

    Hello again.

    Hope that all of you are enjoying the new year. I am starting to enjoy it today, dont worry I will explain why :)
    As you know or may not know, our debuet E.P. has been released to the wild of the internet. You can buy it on itunes and Amazon  or download it for free at Bandcamp.
    The process of creating, arranging, producing, recording, etc was done by Boris and I with a little bit of help from Jacob and Avner which I wrote about on the last blog. No record company behind us, or a professional producer. This is the time to mention and thank our parents for their moral and financial support. We are going in little steps trying to understand the next move and direction, working hard on the music and working hard at our regular jobs in order to provide for ourselves.
    In between we have our personal lives to deal with and it's not always easy.
    I have been struggled in the last two years (or even more than that) with a terrible unexplainable pain on my right leg, well at the beginning it wasn't explainable, but about a year ago I've started therapy by the Grinberg method and it has started to change my life very slowly but amazingly.
    I have found about a huge wonderful me who has been kept away from life at the beginning by my parents (unintentionally) and when I grew up by my habits and wrong patterns. The pain in my leg that no doctor could fix were me and my energy repressed and stuck between the bones and the muscles screaming to be set free. As I started to feel an improvement, about 5 months ago I sprained my ankle and haven't heal from it yet. It is fear. Fear from an unexpected me, Roni that has always been there but I've never met, Roni that from time to time was appearing while dancing or singing and than quickly disappearing to a sealed room in a deep corner of my heart. And now after opening my heart and letting energy flow through my stomach, my loins and my legs, I get spooked by myself. Sometimes I feel that I can't contain and that I don't know what to do with all of my strength. So I believe, and I know that it's going to sound strange to some of you, but I do believe that my sprained ankle was an unconscious way for me to sabotage the continuance of my self reviling because of fear. After opening the doors to who I am I've closed them again. Yesterday while  Grinberg therapy session I've succeeded to expend my body and spirit and make a room, bigger one, for... me and started the new circle of this year open hearted with an obligation to feed my body with healthy food and my soul with the space it deserves to have inside and out of my body.
    I wish that everybody will stop and search for their essence, because no one can tell us who we are, it is for us to find out.

    Back to Angellate - 

    We have found a very good drummer and started to rehears with him.
    Also we are working on a Video for "Why Don't You Call Me".

    Have a wonderful year filled with surprises and new experiences, enjoy life and smile...

    Love

    Roni
    10:04 AM
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      • Balakrishna Rao

        good

        5 months ago
      • Людмила Иванова

        Hello !!!!!! How are you doing?

        2 years ago
      • Yu Le

        hey roni, just want to quote ur sentence: "I have found about a huge wonderful me who has been kept away from life at the beginning by my parents (unintentionally) and when I grew up by my habits and wrong patterns. " cos i know how many different feelings are there behind that thought, and how it is to express it... could also do this at facebook but want to speak it out here, directly under ur blog. so again: "I have found about a huge wonderful me who has been kept away from life at the beginning by my parents (unintentionally) and when I grew up by my habits and wrong patterns."
        Me (myself and I) got through this too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thnx

        2 years ago
      • Helmy Lazuardy

        I LIKE THIS

        Angellate hy, how are you?
        I love your songs, your album came out in Indonesia not Angell?

        2 years ago

  • We Are Back

    Dear friends, readers, and listeners.

    It feels great to write to you all again.
    The past few months were flooded with emotions - we've recorded our debut EP in a professional recording studio.Until then we've worked, recorded, argued and had some laughs at Boris home made studio. At the new, professional, well designed and very appreciated recording studio I had no laughs at all! Actually it was a very hard experience for me. First of all I had to sing in a closed room when a big window separates me from Boris, Jacob and Avner.
    Jacob is a well known sound engineer  and producer (who owns the studio we recorded at) in Israel and Avner is a well known musician, keyboard player and producer. They both have so much experience and there comes little me, who has no music degree or education, little me who works only with her voice and emotions, little me who forgot how big she really is and lost her self confidence...
    Its impossible to sing well when you feel small and unseen. Singing is all about being!
    At the first vocal recording sessions, god, could I sing worse then that!? All of my body was held in a tight way I was so stressed and they were so apathetic, just thinking about it makes me wanna cry, thats how hard it was... I actually felt like an animal in a cage, Dramatic ha? 
    From session to session in which I've sang one song each time for about 30 times I've got better, but never felt absolutely comfortable in there. I must admit that it had something to do with being the only woman in a room with 3 male musicians, and that takes me to another thing that I've met lately - my femininity.
    I've learned, even through working at the studio, that my strength is in the women that I am.
    I've learned to acknowledge and use my feminine energies and abilities.
    I'm still learning to use my power, to believe in it and to give myself the room and the space that I need.
    I have so much more to learn.

    So, on the 25th of August 2010 the EP was ready. Now we are waiting for the art work from our graphic designer for the CD cover, and mostly we are exited about were will our music take us...
    We've uploaded the final versions of the songs+ a new one which called "Start Over". Enjoy!

    I must say it again - it feels great to write to you all again!

    We have a Twitter and a Facebook pages. It will be great to meet all of you there. You can find the links on our myspace page at the "about Angellate" column. 
    You can ask me for friendship on my personal Facebook page as well -

    Have a wonderful day/night
    Keep in touch

    Love

    Roni




    6:22 PM
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      • Don Zank

        Hello Roni, I have just listened to your studio stuff. Very nice songs. It is too bad you had such a hard time in the studio. That is unfortunate and really should not happen. It is the producer/owner's job to get you to a place where you can relax and feel creative and
        productive. it is very difficult at first to get to your comfort zone in a studio. this is made worse if it is the kind of studio where instruments and voices are added one at a time. It is also not a very creative way to work.
        I wish you much good luck
        Don

        2 years ago
      • Yu Le

        keep on learning, makes u keeping on growing..(how wonderful female power makes u feel, it's so strong..."pure love energy")

        2 years ago
      • Phylip Herrera

        Es con gran alegría que  ti escucharé tu trabajo y voy comentar con la manera que fuera conveniente para mi esplicar ah voz con gratitud, reflejando tu manera y espreción de tranmitir al pueblo tu concecto musical y con todo tu afã por la belleza de la poesía cantante que exala perfuma los horizonte que propicia el amor...Phylipé...

        2 years ago
      • Rocío DElgado

        Very Good.

        2 years ago

  • Thoughts and news

    It seems like nothing happened In the last month and a half, since the last post, but if I give it some thought, things did happened.
    I've met a guy, it didn't work out. It was very short and very special, reminiscing makes me a little bit sad. I want to write that men and women are so different but actually all people are so different and it makes things complicated. In every relationship we must remember that the other side may not understand our way, and much more important, we must open our hearts to each other. It's not as scary as it seems. I wish I've said it to that guy I've met, but not sure it would have made a difference...
    I've partied a lot in the last month. We had few holidays so there was a lot to celebrate. Wow, I've danced and danced and danced...
    Another things that happened relates to a sleeping problem that I have in the past 3 month. I Love to sleep but lately my body wont let me! In the minute I fall asleep it's like I'm getting an electric shock and one of my mussels jumps. It can go on all night... So Im not getting much sleep but starting to like it.
    Moving on and thank god I have music to rely on and to hold on to in any matter of my life.
    Our next song is about to be ready. It took us a while to figure it out and to find the best way to deliver it. A song is like a fetus, from the moment of conception - when words meet melody it has stages of evolution. Giving birth to it is field with joy, a lot of laughter, sometimes pain, mixed emotions and most of all excitement.
    We've found a great recording studio and going to start working there as soon as the song is complete. 
    Our first EP will include the 3 songs that you can hear on our myspace page and the 4th song that we are working on as you're all reading those words.

    I feel so blessed.

    Thank you all for joining our journey

    Love

    Roni 
    8:54 PM
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      • Yu Le

        ..."and much more important, we must open our hearts to each other"...so true, sweetheart, so true...and so important to have something that's continuing in ur life. UR MUSIK...


        2 years ago
      • Daddy Dave 1946

        ..     I have read the many comments you have received and they correctly comment on the body of the Blog, but I would like to refer to the ending; ‘..I feel so blessed.’ It is we who are blest with your music and for the younger ones; your outstanding beauty..... ..All the best ‘Daddy Dave’..

        2 years ago
      • Danielle Hammett

        hi

        2 years ago
      • Danielle Hammett

        yup

        2 years ago
      • Talonia De la Rua

        Hola I know how hard to keep the magic in a relationship. I'm reading a book "Excuse me Your Life is Waiting" really good book, and so is "Bitch Switch", and "He's just Not that Into You." I most certainly believe you will find the one for you. ..

        2 years ago
      • Yessikaaaa!!!!

        humans are so different and yet so similar
        The important thing is that you feel alive
        love and let love....
        kisses and good luck..

        3 years ago
      • Kelly Hicks

        Things happen, but it's great when you meet the one who you can say anything to, and it makes a difference!! I have been partying alot lately also, and I find myself not sleeping well either... I get those muscle jerks too all the time! I blame it on stress. lol anyway just thought I would leave you a comment, and good luck in the relationship department! It's hard to find someone who you can depend on to be honest to you, as well as be your best friend... I guess I just  got lucky....Have a good week!

        3 years ago
      • Lycan

        i know what u mean about relationships, and the music. Im currently writing my first solo effort. Wish ya luck, dont be a stranger ^_^

        3 years ago
      • 0

        You have an excellent outlook on life, you will go far little one. 

        Very blessed =)

        3 years ago
      • Violet Ptak

        I know what ur saying about relationships. Cant get my guy 2 open up 2 me.

        3 years ago
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